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it's the end of the year again, which also means my bday is around the corner.. haha, those who forgot here's a reminder.. =P and please forgive my blatant whoring, but i hate to see my bday presents go to waste cos i don't really know what to do with it.. so here goes, don't cringe k.. haha..
My Dearest Frens,
its less than a day to my bday, if some of you guys are still scratching ur head as to what to get for my bday, please look to the right.. there's a list full of stuff that i would like to get but still have not gotten.. (but what i really would like to receive are some gift cards from AE.. so that i can get more stuff from AE and become like an unofficial singapore spokesperson for them of sort.. =P) if you would like to get me smt that's meaningful and that i can keep for life reminding me i was once 21years old, might i suggest you get me a watch face with i can hang on my bracelet like those pendants on a charm bracelet.. that way i can fully utilise and economise my accessories.. you can even engrave smt on the back of the watch pendant.. isn't that meaningful? =D
anyway, i know that its the thought that counts, so even if you din get me anything but a simple card filled with all ur love and well-wishes (cos ur still a poor student/ns man) or a lovely painted potrait of me myself and i (jus like lili dearest last year), i'll still be VERY VERY happy, and please jus write LOADS of stuff in ur card to fill up the empty spaces, you din spend 3 to 5 bucks to leave empty spaces lying around right? =D
thank you all so much for reading and not hammering me to the floor.. i won't be having any GREAT BIG celebration cos i don't know what to do with my bday anymore since i've spent the last few basically doing the same (i.e. watch the fireworks, work and than watch the fireworks, have dinner than watch the fireworks), so i apologise for the lack of festivities this year.. maybe a steamboat/tepanyaki at my place later in the month? =) we'll see how k.. here's wishing you a GREAT, HAPPY AND AMAZING AND (hopefully) PROSPEROUS NEW YEAR and Happy holidays!! or maybe not since sch's starting again soon.. errhh.. just have fun.. -winks-
~With love,
Jo|ty^
bless me father for i've shopped, i've bought a sony thumb drive and been shopping on ae and i bought a nice new watch and now i feel guilty.. oh well.. there goes my will to save some moolah.. pros of shopping -> getting new pretty stuff.. cons of shopping -> having to think of ways to get through the month.. but anyway the urge to slurge has come and gone.. hopefully.. and some long no blog.. nothing interesting going on in my life, maybe cept that i've got new clothes and stuff and that i've started foundation classes at nus.. i need a vacation.. like stay at home and slp or do smt else.. i like work but it's getting a lil droning.. = i need to get away from work for awhile cos all i do is like go to the lab for awhile, come down shop online or slack off for abit.. than lunch than go lab again.. come back slack off and shop again.. than clock out.. sentosa this sat anyone?
~With love,
Jo|ty^
someone i know from young has gotten married.. congrates to her! ^_^
now i wonder when my turn will be.. -erhmmqingcoughshurryupcoughcough- ok, chill i'm not even pass the 21st mark yet.. but all (most of them at least) my frens are 21 already, schmates i don't know are getting married and having kids already.. i'm not even in uni yet! rawr what am i doing!?!?!?! k, lac ah.. uni starts next aug and you can make it in! at the most go overseas and study lo.. T____T nooooooooo i don't wannnnnnnn.. come to think of it, my original plan was to get married at the great o'age of 25.. now also don't know if i can make it by then.. but as claire says it, must be super sure liao then get married.. heh..
~With love,
Jo|ty^
not that i know the exact meaning of that word.. sorta mean enermies on stage but are besties/frens off stage.. sorta like the paradoxical solution to "with frens like that who needs enermies?"
anyway.. ever had this big fight with a fren so bad that you never ever could talk to them again even though ur anger has subside and you still really care for them.. i do.. and i think it's damn sad to have find out how they are by checking out their blogs( if they even update)/ frens' blog( if their frens update abt them)/ friendster (if they realise it's still around)/ facebook (if they update and don't catch me checking up on them)/ whatever means of knowing how their doing cos they prolly will never ever speak to you again in their lifetime not even return ur msges if you even have the balls to msg them in the first place..
it's jus sad isn't it? to still care for someone and wan to know if their fine or doing far better then well but can't cos of this HUGH MAJOR GIGANTIC arguement/fight (that might proll save all our sanity in the long run).. oh well.. it's life ain't it?
~With love,
Jo|ty^
under current circumstances i will not be going to tw for the next two years until boyfie ord from the police force.. haiz.. but until then! i can shop till i drop and buy that pretty month blanc braclet like this or next month.. HAHAHAH! and come to think abt it actually, i don't really wanna go tw anymore, cos my style is more american-ised than taiwan-ised.. I WAN TO GO US TO BUY CHEAP BRANDED STUFF!! heh.. ohhhhhhhh well.. me and my fickled mindedness.. i'm not really keen on going anywhere else unless it's the maldives.. hehehe.. plans for birthday chalet again? hmmm, maybe..
meanwhile, i got my white ndsl already! haha.. my wishlist is getting furfilled faster than what i've expected..
~With love,
Jo|ty^
if you notice (some of you might not wan to) i've added a wishlist again! hahah.. with some rather expensive niceties.. but if you love you enough, please buy them for me for my birthday!! i'll love you long long time (not romantically of cos)!!
~With love,
Jo|ty^
boredom is when...
i'm sitting at my desk wondering what's next..
i'm munching on chips instead of doing work..
i'm looking around and everyone else seems to have smt to do..
i'm watching time trickle by nano-second by nano-second..
i'm re-arranging the stationaries on my forementioned desk..
i have finished the forementioned chips and is licking the salt off my fingers..
i've surfed all the blogs of people i know and their links.. many times over..
i'm thinking of what i should do after work ends..
i surf around spree blogs and think that all the entries are getting kinda old..
i've finished three bottles of water that day during offices hours..
i re-organise the files on my computer desktop..
i've given up trying to work on my a-maths textbook..
i catch myself typing entries titled "boredom is when.."
yes i'm bored.. i wan smt to do! prepare standard solutions, drop stuff and watch for colour changes and shit like that..
anyway, there's been some good shit and some bad shit that's happened in my frens life and i don't know what i can say but jus keep silent and extend my heartfelt feelings to them.. cos being jovial is not quite right and neither is being downcasted gonna help.. so i'll jus keep silent..
~With love,
Jo|ty^
i know it's been some long since i've updated properly.. not that i'm some big shot blogger or someone really witty and shit is really what i produce when blogging..
work's been great, it's like being back in sch again and i'm quite contented where i am, but still one must always lie low and avoid conflict whenever possible and of cos learn as much as i can.. but seriously i'm getting kinda bored already, i need to REALLY study smt, get my brains working cos i'm getting really rusty already, was like doing some very simple calculations today cos we (the lab officers) had some quiz and i can't even do mental sums now.. tsk.. if anyone got some part time course to recommend pls tell me, esp if it involves fundemental A maths..
that aside.. life's pretty much damn freaking boring cos i basically have no life outside work, home and boyfie.. not that my dear is to be blamed (stupid ns) and also cos i wan to watch korean drama on tv because the pricetag on the stupid dvds are astronomically out of this world..
i think i better not bore you with my complains.. think to continue my search for nite classes! wish me luck!
~With love,
Jo|ty^
i am si behhhhhhhhhhh sad.. seriously.. my dear good old levi's got a hole the size of spain on the kneecap area.. it may look damn trendy and shit but i'm still damn sad.. this is all thanks to CONCENTRATED chromic acid.. oh my tian.. siannnnnnnn please!!! i need to buy new levi's..
~With love,
Jo|ty^
be the one listening to the story or the one telling the story? i now wish i could be the one listening hence heeding the "lao ren yen".. if i was the me blogging 3 years ago, i don't think i would ever say this but now i kinda wish i was on my way to starting life in uni tmr instead of starting another week at work.. in fact i thought uni was a waste of time.. oh well.. it's too late for regrets.. i shall look ahead and think positive! btw, now going into part time also have to take admission exam.. sianz is me.. good thing is that the 95% of the people in my office is studying.. the same course.. heh!
to those starting sch tmr.. good luck.. i think you all need it.. those you are not mentally prepared, you prolly are prepared to get screwed over.. the 1 thing i learn in poly that prolly will apply in uni is that you can't do well for only the last term, you have to do well constantly or rather like EVERYDAY that kinda shit or risk screwing up ur gpa and chance of graduating with honours.. this is esp so for people who aren't naturally blessed with intelligence and brains.. since you have a chance at a good degree, make good use of it, don't complain if you ruined ur chance.. be the one telling the story or the one listening to the story, you decided..
~With love,
Jo|ty^
somehow for some reason, my d-land page isn't updated on my office com no matter how many times i refresh the damn thing.. hmmm.. oh well.. busy day ahead! jia you everyone!
~With love,
Jo|ty^
hi from the workplace.. hahaz.. it's nice here.. hahahahhahaz.. ok lunch! byee
~With love,
Jo|ty^
i hate singpost.. i hate them cos they like to make me wait for 75% of my mails! (the other 25% is my phonebill) BAHHHHHH!!
let's count my allegations, abt a month ago 1 week before i went on holiday i was suppose to get my appointment letter but only got it after i got back from Bali.. that made me have to call up the company to ask for extention on the dateline to mail back the documents.. jus earlier, i sent back the above mentioned mail to prospective employer to comfirm my acceptance for a position in their company, GOOD THING i scanned some of the more impt documents and emailed them before i sent out the mail or else god knows what will happen sia.. wah lao ehhhhhhhhhhh.. my rice bowl jus abt depended on that lo.. thank god..
now i'm waiting for a parcel which was mailed on sat.. should be here either mon or tues latest but today's already wed morning and still no sight of it.. i hope it'll reach me this afternoon or i think i should jus write a freaking long email to them.. i hope the employer already got my letter.. argh..
~With love,
Jo|ty^
here i am rotting away during my well earned, well deserved 1 week break from "the work life" which i think is cool if it's filled with more rotting at home then going out.. lolz.. sorry folks don't mean that i don't wanna go out with you, jus wan somemore "me" time.. lolz..
posting lyrics for Jesse McCartney's Just So You Know which liyi totally detest while i think is quite catchy.. lolz.. well here's it..
I shouldn't love you but i want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but i can't move
I can't look away
And i dont know how
to be fine when i'm not
Cause i don't know
how to make the feelings stop
Just so you know
This feelings takin control
Of me and i can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But i don't want to
I just gotta say it all before you go
Just so you know
It's gettin hard to
Be around you
There's so much i can't say
And do you want me to hide the feelings
And look away
And i don't know
how to be fine when i'm not
Cause i don't know how
to make the feelings stop
Just so you know
This feelings takin control
Of me and i can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But i don't want to
I just gotta say it all before you go
Just so you know
This emptiness is killin me
I'm wonderin why i've waited so long
Lookin back i realize it was always there to be spoken
Now i'm waitin here
Been waitin here
Just so you know
This feelings takin control
Of me and i can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But i don't want to
I just gotta say it all before you go
Just so you know
~With love,
Jo|ty^
some long no blog.. hurhur.. my last week is next week on the 11th! haha! can't wait to be outta this shithole.. will prolly start work at ICES early since i'm leaving earlier.. HA HA HA! good riddance to bossy idiotic bitches who act smart but is actually damn freaking dumb.. ahhh.. the sweet revenge.. hurhur.. ok, i shall be less evil since i already extracted payment in blood from her..
~With love,
Jo|ty^
i'm back from bali.. actually it's been a few days but was busy keeping my dearest botak boyfie company.. weekends are now (actually have always been) very very precious.. hahaz.. so if you're looking for my company during the weekends i might not be free but still can try to ask lah, he might jus get stuck in camp or smt.. and i think the OCTS (the police version of OCS) looks damn nice in their white long sleeve uniform.. sighs.. man in SMART uniform (and also formal/presentation clothes) are such a sight for sore eyes.. always have been a weakness.. lolz..
kuta beach, bali was quite fun.. but i kana chop until i nearly throw up blood!! T___T i was damn sad for the whole of that day.. half my intended funds was gone due to bad initial bargaining skills nearly couldn't even buy the b.top from the sufer girl shop there (only 20sgd!).. had to change another 100$ and even withdraw money jus to keep myself afloat during the short 4 days there (stupid airport tax).. = but anyway.. i think i would visit that place again jus to learn how to surf and also for the sun.. but actually it's damn bloody hot during the day loh.. and li and qing was so damn sweet to pick me up from the airport lah (though technically we spent our time trying to slp till the train service was running).. and i bought a btl of absolute mango.. really nice stuff.. hahaz.. i'll break it out on my and qing's 21st.. might jus have a chalet due to the overwhelming response from my dear li.. look out for it! haha..
in other news.. sighs.. i so don't wanna go back to work.. but i guess i have to.. but! i got my employment contract from ICES already.. so another month to go before i'm outta there.. so tmr go back first thing have to find the manager out and tell him when my official last day is.. heh! i don't know wheather to look forward to that or not.. lolz..
~With love,
Jo|ty^
i'm worried.. seriously.. the company has not contacted me to offer me the position.. have they forgotten me? T_T i desperately need a change of enviroment!
in other news.. the boyfie is in camp now (police camp that is).. ahhhh.. the loneliness.. lolz.. please jio me out this weekend and maybe the next when i'm back in town from bali..
~With love,
Jo|ty^
recently i went for an interview.. and recently i was jus about 99% accepted for the job.. why i say 99% is cos all i'm lacking now is the job offer email from them.. XD
anyway, been reading blogs lately.. actually i always do when i'm online and i came across the blog of a few of my nyp lecturers.. and i really enjoy reading their posts.. not cos their funny or what but more cos their very insightful.. writing abt stuff we youngsters don't normally bother thinking abt or even notice in the first place..
most youngsters like me and others generally blog abt how their day went and how some meanie pok messed up their day, or abt the lastest cindy or SHE album and celebrity gossips and stuff like that, which a foreign blogger has commented come manymoons back to be very infentile..
but being in singapore the safe and secure and protected people we are, i think most of us would prolly stay that way, unable to think more then jus what's infront of them unable to break out from our comfort zone and qns the way things are.. hell we can't even type out a proper sentence without resorting to acronyms and stuff like that.. it's till the stage where we are kinda all like drones and unable to think for ourselves.. i think we're kinda not stimulated to think deeper and look at things in ways other then our perspective.. and then when we realise this is happening (we not being able to think for ourselves), we'll push the blame to our parents, our teachers, our forefathers, and hell do we always blame our goverment.. (i do blame them for not giving us poly students cheaper fares.. but other then that i really do think their doing a fine job in running this country jus a lil too efficiently..) but then again what's the use of pointing out our faults and blaming it on another when we don't do anything ourselves?
maybe someday or maybe not, i'll be stuck not ever qns-ing why things are the way they are, or even appreciate the deeper meaning behind events and affairs that occur..
~With love,
Jo|ty^
neat hair jus don't cut with my style.. the pics from the sch photoshoot are back with me.. and now i know why of all photos that was chosen for the grad booklet.. mainly cos that was one of the best (meaning that the others weren't so nice..) oh well.. at least i got free photoshoot lah.. kk.. gtg..
~With love,
Jo|ty^
don't worry, i'm still alive though jus abt buried alive in the whole pile of paperwork waiting for me at work.. hur hur.. i've got a whole throve of photos from some recetly past events in my digi cam but i'm damn lazy to upload them to some online album or send them out..
today jus get pay only already 600$ went out already.. pain.. very very pain.. 1.3K a month is really barely making my ends meet at this moments.. i need a higher paying AND stable job.. hopefully i get through the interview next friday.. wish me luck!
~With love,
Jo|ty^
ever get that feeling whereby you try ur hardest and it feels like it's never enough.. i guess we all do right.. lately i've been pretty much feeling that way just abt everyday last week, and the root of it? what we all love to hate -> work.. the last few days i've been tossing abt the idea of quitting in my mind.. well basically i already voiced it out to my supv.. i guess the only saving grace that's preventing me from handing in my letter is that my co-workers, supv and people i come into contact with/work with everyday (the contractors, the drivers, the hauliers) telling me that i shouldn't quit and jus generally appreciating the fact that i'm there (maybe it's jus me being too thick-skinned).. sighs.. the feeling of inadequecy.. i guess it'll always linger around me huh..
on a lighter note, i wanna go take the foundation courses by NUS for the b.tech course.. but it clashes with the bali trip~!! and the next run is like dec/jan which is half a year away.. ahhhhhhhhh.. PEOPLE DON'T ASK ME GO OVERSEAS ANYMORE FOR THE NEXT 6 MONTHS UNTIL APRIL (when i go taiwan.. XD wahahhahahahha!!) come to think of it.. having never sat on a plane before, this fri will be the first time i take a plane to m'sia.. and then barely a month later i'll be hopping on yet another plane to bali! i win liao..
aiyooooo~~ some dreadful feeling's washing over me again.. kkk.. i better go slp off this shittiness..
~With love,
Jo|ty^
~*Goals & Vision:
~ Go Taiwan 2010
~ Get into B.Tech
~ Grad with a gd degree from B.Tech
~*Wishlist:
~ Rules of Wealth/Work books
~*FF:DW:
~*Lyrical:
Rule The World
You light, the skies up above me
A star so bright you blind me
Don't close your eyes
Don't fade away
Don't fade away
Yeah you and me we can ride on a star
If you stay with me girl
we can rule the world
Yeah you and me we can light up the sky
If you stay by my side
we can rule the world
If walls break down
I will come for you
If angels cry
Oh I'll be there for you
You've saved my soul
Don't leave me now
Don't leave me now
Yeah you and me we can ride on a star
If you stay with me girl
we can rule the world
Yeah you and me we can light up the sky
If you stay by my side
we can rule the world
All the stars are coming out tonight
They're lighting up the sky tonight
For you
For you
All the stars are coming out tonight
They're lighting up the sky tonight
For you
For you
Yeah you and me we can ride on a star
If you stay with me girl
we can rule the world
Yeah you and me we can light up the sky
If you stay by my side
we can rule the world
